its christmas the long awaited holiday of the year....
my long long awaited holiday...
but now i m onli 45 mins away from tat day...
and i m not feelin any excitement...
i shldn hav raised my hopes so high....
to let it crash down...
BUT its Jesus's burfday n i gotta celebrate it wif him joyfully...
i m scared i get tooo caught up in christmas tat i forget CHRIST in it.
when i prayed during the party today's one n yesterday's one...
i felt realli giddy after tat...
izit something God wants to say to me or izit juz tat i m weak...
i realli cant tell the diff...
anewae...
merry CHRISTmas to all...
especially my friend freddie.... , Love Ashley Saturday, December 24, 2005