life is so meaningless nowadayswhy do all of these?do they even matter?i just wish i could stay on a homely cottage in the countryside of new zealandwithout all those worries of an average city going kidplaying with those sheep can be fun, isnt it?i really dont understand the concept of academicsit doesn really make sense to study so hard when in the end, it is not all those facts and senseless memorising will help you to go further in your career.so why am i studying so hard?for my parents?for my future?i did ok for promos, improved quite a fair bit from mid yrsand i'm pretty happy about it.but ok is not enough according to my dadbut i find myself getting so caught up in getting good gradesthat i feel that i am missing out on the important thingsi dont want to turn back and look at the 2 years of jc life and realise all i have is just As and nothing else.tomorrow i've got a touch rugby competition at NUSits quite intimidating as all the big names are competiting therethere's NUS, NTU, RP, TP, RJC, SP.they're all really good schools.is NY up for it?we've just gotta wait and see.but i'm itching to win a competition.the "fire"...that's what i needi realise that i play better when i feel the pressure to winand i feel that these few training, coach has pushed me time and time again to get it burningi just get too comfortable sometimes and start resting on my laurelsbut for tomorrow, no.its time to TRY it babeh!
Labels: touch rugby
, Love Ashley Saturday, October 20, 2007
